OCD

i think only children all have it.
im never letting my kid be the only one
i think i want to study them because ive noticed a pattern
oh and i start school tommorrow.

one of my friends from duquesne is an only child and he constantly obsesses over certain things in the way i do.
he is not sure if he wants to leave duquesne or go to laroche and its all he talks about.

its different from other people
i think this is because we did this when we were younger, at least i know i did.
i would find something and it was all i could think about.

lately i have been doing this with trying to get my licence. i make whatever i want my entire life.
i then become detached from everything else, i can literally forget everything.

then i will think things i do help me get to the goal that have nothing to do with it, such as listening to a certain song, walking on certain things, ect. its absolutely ridicilous but i really do think it works.

but any ways that is all for today