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it is weired to feel like you have a memory of dying?
or a memory of flying around your living room?
i think i have those
unless someone talked me into believing i had them when i was young
i think alot of people have tricked me into believing a lot of false memories
i feel ignored
when i do nothing i feel remembered

I WANT TO SMASH MY HEAD WITH ANYTHING
until all the axons and dendrites come out and i kill that little shit over thinking part of my brain and i am at peace and happy again