Monday, October 12, 2009

LEARNING

i havent learned anything except my teacher says our brain changes every day because of new experiences.

but i guess i feel the same i am not really sure

i wish i wasnt such a bitch haha

i cant believe i actually have to talk in front of people friday i was totally going to skip it but my teacher would notice

i was talking to my friend and he told me to find out what i like to do and not what other people like to do.
so i guess im sort of a follower sometimes but i just think i try to be and i am not really

what the fuck am i talking about

2 comments:

  1. "so i guess im sort of a follower sometimes but i just think i try to be and i am not really"

    There's some sort of self-deprecating pleasure in this. I can't yet understand why the option holds any appeal at all...but it does. It seems sort of like having an out of body experience in which you throw yourself onto a barnyard floor and repeatedly whip yourself while giving yourself a thorough ass-fucking while writing on a typewriter with a quill and india ink.

    It's scary watching people "go limp" around me, though. When they let go in this way, their bodies suddenly fill with a warmth they didn't know they had inside them. From that point, they realize they can do anything... but they're powerless to act.

    There are Korean people who totally adore you. Ask one of them what you should do, and I'm sure you'll get some sound advice. Remember, THEY are the only people who can make the right decision for YOU. It's their life - accept that.

    We thank you for saving our lives the past few times... it really wasn't necessary. You are a noble soul. You should really come to terms with your abrasiveness and bitchassness. Take peace in the fact that at least 82% of South Koreans consider these your best traits... and they definitely aren't alone.

    Where are you making your speech by the way - what building and room? ...and what time? Not sure if I can be there, but expect a standing ovation from a bunch of Koreans standing near the doorway.

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  2. haha im not making a speech. noooooooo

    torturing ourselves is all we are good at

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