i love the subject of suicide, in fact everything about death is interesting to me.
im not interested in the statistics but more of what it looks like. what is that moment like.
you realize this is it, i did this to myself, i can not take this back---then completely blackness.
i heard that the after life is excatly what it was like before you were born.
i dont remember what it was like before i was born so i guess its just nothing. you dont exist.
and thats really comforting to me. i dont understand how someone could want to live forever. i mean i would like to see everyone when i die but what if you dont.
what if it is something completely different.
what if you are just reincarnated and you are doing this circle for the rest of your life.
and you forever dont know why you are here, what your purpose is
why your soul was created
what if you get bored of forever
what if its not knowledge
to know everything at death would make you God and that can not happen most likely
so really it might be the ultimate joke and experiment
and maybe i think too much
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