LOL

i havent gone to a full day of classes all week what am i doing?
i think i really should have taken a year off this is a waste of money but its so good.
but ive been doing work for all of my classes during this time so its not like im wasting time.

ive had two bowls of cereal and i felt really dizzy this morning. maybe im dying and something is slowly eating away at my brain. i would be the first zombie. it would make sense as to why im so unmovitvated, and so sleepy. its that or mono but i dont think i have that either.

life is so strange but im really enjoying it this week for no good reason. ive been super happy and its ridicilous cause nothing has changed except my attitude.

if i fail i fail. if i dont find what im looking for thats fine. why should i care what anyone thinks of me noone is better or worse.